On this
marvelous day, I would like to honor an amazing woman who has shaped and
influenced my life in many ways: Tina Fey.
Just
kidding. I’d like to recognize my mother, the fabulous Kelly Sue Thomas
Stoddard.
How can I
briefly capture my mom? My mom is seriously awesome. I know that EVERYONE says
that about their mom. Especially on MOTHERS’ DAY. But for reals. No mom is as crazy awesome as
mine. My mom is hilarious and warm and talented and kind and did I mention
hilarious? Instead of trying to draw examples of every great quality that my
mom possesses and list the many ways that she has exemplified such qualities, I
am going to share a few things that I have learned from her.
Be sincere. My mom is not perfect. And,
fortunately for us, she has always been confident and secure enough in her own
imperfection that instead of some collection of tricks and pretenses aimed at
earning our respect or getting us to toe the line, we get to just enjoy the
real Kelly. My mom is okay with who she is. That doesn’t mean that she thinks
she’s perfect or isn’t trying to improve. It just seems to me that she likes herself as a person. Maybe it’s easy for her, because she really is just an awesome person. But I choose to believe that her
self-assuredness is the result of deep soul-searching and conscious effort. My unpretentious
nature is something that I learned from her.
Snuggle with your kids and tuck them
into bed at night. When
we woke up in the morning as kids, we went straight to mom’s bed, climbed in
and cuddled. She wasn’t the type that would wake up an hour before us to have
hot pancakes ready, but I value just as much those memories of snuggling up
against my mother, sometimes having to fight my brother or sister for the warm
spot closest to her. As time went on, it got more and more interesting, with
three teenagers at once trying to cram into mom’s queen-sized bed with her. Perhaps
this was not the most productive way for all of us to begin the day, but it did
help to nurture a sense of closeness. Also,
at night, my mom would always come and visit with each of us before we went to
sleep. It was a great way to decompress, a good time to share things with each other,
and one way that I knew that she cared about me uniquely and separately from my
siblings. Even when I was a teenager, she would routinely come into my room and
sit on my bed and talk to me. If any mother wants to know how to get her child
to talk to her about things, this is the secret.
It’s okay to take off your bra. My mom did this all the time. If we
were watching tv, or just lounging around the house, or going on a long drive,
that bra was coming OFF! Even when my brother was a teenager, my mom was never
ashamed to afford herself this basic comfort. I am typing this currently
without a bra on. I learned this from you, mother!
Friends are important. When I was very young, I remember my
mom hanging out with other moms of young kids. It worked out- we kids got some
play time in while they enjoyed a little adult conversation. But it went beyond
that. She enjoyed chatting with other women from church- I know this absolutely
because when we would drag her away from church immediately after our meeting
ended because we wanted to go home and eat lunch, she got very upset and spent
the drive home telling us how angry she felt that she didn’t get to visit with
the other women. As we got older, she made more friends from different, adult
circles and they sometimes came over to our house to visit. They might sit out
on the back porch and have some adult time. My mom talked to us about them, we
knew who they were. One younger, single friend even came to live in our
basement for a stint! My mom showed us that she valued her friendships. As a
kid, I never thought much of it. But now, as a mom, I sometimes feel so busy
with my kids’ social lives that I forget that I need to have one, too, and that
it’s not only okay, it’s important for moms to have adult time with friends. My
mom also expressed interest in our friends. As a teenager, she knew many of my
friends and they knew her. It was okay to invite friends over to our house and
she made it a place where we didn’t feel embarrassed or afraid to bring people
over. She encouraged us to build friendships, and sometimes would tell us
things that she liked about our friends. It meant a lot to me that she cared who I
was spending time with and it probably gave her some peace of mind to know the
types of kids that I was hanging out with as well.
Share your knowledge and talents. My mom may not have gone to a fancy
university or competed in the Olympics (although, she could have!). But she knew
a lot of practical things and never hesitated to share them with us when the
opportunity arrived. As I go about my daily life, I am constantly noticing the
things that my mother taught me. Things like putting the brush that you use to
wash dishes through the washer once in a while. A little baby powder in your sneakers
to help keep them dry. Don’t buy generic
graham crackers, they taste like cardboard. She always taught so casually,
succinctly and by example, that her lessons really sunk in. She taught me that you plant marigolds around your vegetables to deter rabbits and deer. She taught me and
my sister to drive a manual car and she is possibly the best parallel parker
currently walking the earth. She can ride a unicycle. And drive a motorcycle. And give really good massages. And pretty much everything she cooks or bakes is amazing.
Shrug it off. One of my biggest pet peeves:
frequently practiced traffic violations. You know, the ones that everyone
commits so often that we forget that they’re even illegal? I am the worst
backseat driver ever and adamantly criticize rule breaking. It has
caused a lot of fights between me and Micah. Once while we were riding with my
mom, I snapped that it was illegal to change lanes within 100 feet of an
intersection. Instead of an irritated retaliation, she waved her hand and just said,
“oh, poo”. It may seem simple, but I think that her attitude of shaking off
criticism has made her resilient enough to overcome lots of discouragement in
life. Through her personal life and her career, I know that she’s encountered a
lot of criticism and though she has her sensitive moments, she doesn’t mull
over it and stay discouraged and depressed. After she has done her wallowing,
she gets over it and moves on. Also she’s not one for huge emotional reactions.
I remember a few distinct occasions when she was really angry or upset and I
can remember them because they were out-of-the-norm. Usually, she was a very
roll-with-the-punches type of mom who didn’t overreact to the little ups and
downs of life.
There is a time and a place for
nudity. Skinny
dipping, in the right circumstances- not a huge deal. But so deliciously
liberating.
Don’t take things seriously. Many people have described me saying
that I don’t take myself too seriously. I owe this all to my mother. She could start
out trying to discipline us and the confrontation would end with all of us
laughing, especially her, because we all knew that she just wasn’t the tough,
hardball type. She was constantly doing and saying ridiculous, silly things. We
teased her and she teased us right back and we all laughed. I feel like our
society is moving towards this state of hypersensitivity- we can’t tease and
poke fun and risk hurting each others feelings. In our home, feelings were
never hurt. My mom had the marvelous gift of being able to laugh at herself and, in turn, taught us to do the same. (My mom might call me after seeing this post and pretend to be offended that I shared such a hideous picture of her, but I will know that she is just pretending to be offended and we will both enjoy a hearty chuckle knowing that, in reality, it is a pretty funny picture.)
It’s okay to make a mess. “Clean enough to be healthy, messy
enough to be happy”. That was my mother’s mantra. I don’t remember our house
being particularly messy, but I remember that she would occasionally work up
the energy to do a deep clean of one room and it would inevitably lead to a
bunch of stuff being moved to, and cluttering up, a different room. When we
were kids, she didn’t get mad if we came home covered in mud. My mom occasionally
hosted “panty painting parties” in which my sister and I were joined by our
best friends from down the street, stripped down into our underwear, and given
paint and paper. It always digressed into us smearing paints all over
ourselves, after which we would get hosed off in the back yard. My mom
refinished our hardwood floors once- a pretty heft job that created a good mess
while it was going on. Another time, I remember my mom canning homemade applesauce
and I looked around the kitchen and was shocked by the heaps of dirty dishes we
had created. But my mom never seemed to take big messes in stride,
understanding that messes can be cleaned and she would get to it.
Say sorry. My mom was not a big yeller, at
least not to us kids. If she ever did lose her temper with us, she would come
to us later and apologize. This was huge. I didn’t think much of it as a little
kid, but looking back now, I think that this is one of the biggest reasons that
I always knew that my mom loved me. It’s easy for kids to feel their parents
love when the parents are acting kindly towards them. But it’s in those moments
when a parent does yell or criticize or otherwise freak out that kids need the
most assurance of their parents’ continuing love. My mom gave us that. When she
was harsh with us, she sought reconciliation and instead of trying to teach us
what we as kids should be doing differently, she admitted the things that she
as a mother needed to do differently.
Try different hairstyles. My mom has done it all. She has grown
it long, chopped it short, permed it, and dyed it every color that occurs in
nature. And some hairdos looked better than others. But it’s hair. It grows
back. Even when she was really not pleased with a new hairstyle, she didn’t
make a huge deal out of it.
Have a taste for adventure. Once upon a time, my mother suddenly found
herself an empty nester. After nearly 20 years living in the same house, she
gave it all up and began working for a company that lined her up with traveling
gigs. It has been a blast just to see all the places she has gone. She is
always up to try something new and she isn’t afraid to explore a new place by
herself. Kayaking in the Ho Rainforest west of Seattle? Sounds fun! Halloween in
downtown Salem, MA? Cool! Hot springs in the mountains? Let’s go! She is like a
modern explorer, savvy enough to keep herself safe but in-tune enough to
appreciate the wonder of new places and experience.
Really, this
is quite a short list. I could go on and on if I had all the time in the world.
My mother has taught me so much. I feel more prepared to be a mother because of
her example and I hope that I can do as good of a job raising my kids as she
has done raising us. I love you, mom!
